SO SAD

I'm broken, like that's how I feel but I can't begin to describe it. I feel empty and sad and it's just so over-whelming. I don't feel like a single person in the world could possibly understand what in going through or feel like I could completely open up to someone about it. I feel like shit most of the time, but I try my best not to let it show because I feel people would just talk more shit about me if they knew I was upset and maybe that's a weird thing to say but it's how I feel. I just wish I could leave here sometimes and start over, but at the same time I'm scared of starting over because I wouldn't know anybody and im scared that people would judge me again. I wish people would understand that there's a reason the way that I am and maybe take the time understand those reasons.
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