A few thoughts

• Stop procrastinating
• Be less annoying
• Be nicer
• Be less sarcastic
• Take better care of yourself
• Be less irresponsible
• Accept things as they come
• Be happy (for you and everyone around you)
• Calm down, breathe, everything will be okay in the future
• STOP WHINING

I really want to

• move somewhere cold where i will wear beanies and scarves and tights
• and when i get there,
• make deserts in wine glasses and eat out of them in the garden
• have lots of quilts and snuggle up deep inside when it gets cold with an old book
• be able to see the stars
• be with u without people aroun us

Crying moment

“When people tell me really sad news, I do this weird thing where I ask questions. I will talk about anything I can possibly think of to change the subject. Not because I don’t care or that I am heartless… I just want to dodge the only possible events of crying and depressed silence. I don’t like crying in front of people, and I don’t like it when they cry in front of me. I don’t know how to react or respond to it, either. So, I ask questions until I am home free to walk away from an otherwise uncomfortable situation and deal with it alone. That’s just how I am; I prefer to hide those feelings from the world. And I’m sorry that I am not better at comforting other people. I can hardly do it for myself.”